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Spinning…

26 Monday Oct 2015

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091bdf1e27e24a3b_shutterstock_123602794.xxxlarge_2xIt’s always funny to me the way that God gets my attention sometimes.  This particular instance was at spin class just a couple of weeks ago.  I walked in a little worn out…thinking too much about the load of cares and worries I was dragging in there…you know how it is.  I didn’t really feel like exercising, come to think of it I never really do…but the weather’s now changing and my jeans are too tight!  Ugh!!  Anyway….back to the story! 🙂

I hopped on my bike ready to start.  This new teacher walks in…one we’ve never had before because she usually teaches the morning classes and we are the “evening gang”! 🙂   “Great…a sub.  I hope she knows what she’s doing…” is what I’m thinking.  Aren’t I such a nice person in my thought life?!!  Patting myself on the back for that sweet thought…NOT!

She didn’t look like a mean person or anything…but after only ten minutes of what is an hour long spin class, I thought, “she must have read my mind because now she’s out to kill us all!!”  I was literally whining like a child inside my head!!  I’m used to a longer warm up song or two at the beginning of class…but she seriously had us climbing “hills” in the second song.  The SECOND song!!  It’s just not done!! 😉

Now for those who don’t know what spin class is…imagine your’e on a bicycle and you are biking (for an hour) either super fast as if you’re in some kind of a race, or up and down the most enormous hills you can imagine.  There are 10 second breaks for sips of water in between…and all of this happens while listening to the teacher’s favorite fast songs blasting over the speakers!!  It’s usually dark in the room wituphill-cyclingh 6 fans blowing at your face and the AC on full blast!  You leave wet, weak, exhausted while thinking to yourself, “what just happened?” …that’s if you do it right!  😉

But this day, I was wiped out in song #2!!  But by the time the fourth or fifth song came on, she had us all biking up an incredibly long hill for what seemed like eternity and she suddenly said something that hit my ears and went straight into my spirit and my soul!  Seriously!!  Could God be speaking to me through the spin teacher sub lady??  She was encouraging us, telling us there was only thirty seconds left until we were at the top of this “hill” and then she said, “Come on everyone…just work through it!”  JUST WORK THROUGH IT.

I don’t know if it was my attempt to escape the pain that I felt in my legs at that moment, but suddenly I thought about my life and the trial we are facing right now. Suddenly it was as if God was saying to me, “Tami, it’s just a hill…you’re almost there…just “work through it.”

Then I thought of childbirth.  A normal afterthought, right?  😉  I remember giving birth to each of my kids and thinking, “there’s only one way out of this pain…to go forward and get this baby OUT!” 🙂  In other words, I need to just endure this pain…for at the end there will be a beautiful baby and it will all be worth it!!  Just push!  Or better yet…”just work through it!!” 😉

My revelation at spin class was this: God wants me to endure.  He wants
me to stay the course, keep peddling up this tough “hill trial thing” because there is something wonderful up ahead!  I just neeEnduranceDefinitiond to work through it and ENDURE.  “Okay, God.  I’m in!  Let’s do this!”

It’s funny but I think my feet peddled a little faster after that! 🙂

In Romans 5:3-4, Paul tells us to “glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces perseverance; and perseverance, character; and character, hope.
Now hope does not disappoint, because the LOVE of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.”

I love what my Bible’s study note says.  It says, “when our Christian character goes through hardship, hope of receiving what God has promised GROWS STRONGER.  We know that hope of great future blessings will not turn out to be false, because the Holy Spirit gives lavish evidence in our hearts of God’s love for us.”  Cool, huh?

God’s love for us.  So amazing!!

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“Let us run with endurance the race that is set before us looking to Jesus the perfecter and founder of our faith…”  Hebrews 12:1-2

Don’t Look At The Water!!

12 Monday Oct 2015

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A few years ago, I was putting freshly folded bath towels into the linen closet when I heard the Lord say to me, “Tami, you’re looking at the water.”  It startled me, but of course I knew what He meant right away.  I knew why He had said it too…it was exactly what I needed to hear.  He was referring to what Peter did in Matthew 14…and what I seemed to be doing in my life at that time.

Jesus had just performed an incredible miracle of feeding 5,000 people with only five loaves of bread and two fish!  He told His disciples afterward to go ahead of him in a boat and cross the sea while he dismissed the crowd and had some time to Himself to pray.  Meanwhile, around 4:00 am, a wind came up and started rocking the boat pretty bad.  The disciples were afraid, but what made them even more afraid was seeing Jesus walking on the water toward them!  They thought He was a ghost! 🙂  They began to cry out and instantly Jesus told them, “Don’t be afraid…It’s Me.”

Feeling bold, Peter then said, “If it’s really you, call me to come to you on the water.”  Jesus said to him, “Come.”  Jumping out of the boat, Peter started to walk on the water to Jesus!!  Can you believe it?!   He actually walked on the water!!!  🙂  I love it!!!

jesus-walks-on-the-water-st-peter-sinkingBut Peter…oh Peter…he then does something that he shouldn’t… something I’ve done all too often, I’m sad to say.  He takes His eyes off of Jesus… to look down at the water instead.  He suddenly sees it churning at his feet!!  It’s all he can think about!  Afraid, he quickly begins to sink!!  “Save me, Jesus!”  he cries.  Jesus doesn’t hesitate.  He reaches down, grabs Peter’s hand, and asks him what happened to his faith.  He basically says to Peter, “why did you stop believing?”  They climb into the boat and the winds stop.  The disciples declare “You truly are the Son of God!”

But I wonder how Peter felt as they sailed on.  In no way do I think Jesus was mad at Peter.  I mean, after all, Peter was the only one of the disciples who was brave enough to want to walk out onto the water in a windy storm in the first place!  And walk on windy water he did…until he took his eyes off of the One who controls the wind and the waves.  His focus shifted from Jesus to the rough seas.  He was, “looking at the water” and not at the One who only a few hours ago he’d seen feed the 5,000!!  I can relate, Peter!!!

If I were sitting next to Peter in that boat afterward, I would have put my arm around his shoulders and whispered in his ear, “Don’t feel bad, Peter…you actually walked on water with Jesus!!  How much EASIER it will be for you to do the same thing the next time!”

I want to walk on water too.  I want the boldness of Peter.  I don’t want to sit in the boat and focus on the stressful circumstances surrounding anymore.  I just want to focus on Jesus and watch Him do the miraculous!! 🙂  All I have to do is believe Him…

and oh yeah, “I won’t look at the water!” 😉

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