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Stuck.

16 Sunday Nov 2025

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Have you ever been stuck? I mean, REALLY stuck? The kind of stuck where you can’t get out on your own no matter how hard you try? I have! It happened to me a couple of years ago while fly fishing with my husband and daughter. I’ll never forget it.

That day, my husband, my daughter and I decided to go fly fishing together. They were going to fish together up stream a ways, while I fished back a good distance behind them. It had been a couple of hours or so, and everything was going so well. The sun was shining bright, the insects were buzzing, the wind in the trees was blowing gently, and I had this whole part of the stream to myself! It was heaven! Then I saw it…something wonderful caught my eye up ahead! I could see there was a deep fishing hole in the stream ahead that was calling my name! I had to get closer to it, as I KNEW it had to have some good sized trout in it! But to get there, I’d have to wade through some deeper and much faster moving waters. I sized up the deepness of it, and the fast moving current, and all too quickly made my extremely uneducated decision. I would go for it!

Are you nervous for me yet?

Confidence in my own abilities was soaring high…and so I carefully (yes, I said carefully) waded through the fast moving waters that were quickly getting even faster (going the same direction as I was)…and suddenly deeper…almost chest high in some places. I was heading to an enormous rock ahead and to the left in the stream so that I could “hide” behind it, so the fish wouldn’t see me coming. The rock came out probably three feet higher than the surface of the water. That would be a great place to fish from behind! As I made my way there, all of a sudden, a fast current pushing me from behind caused me to lose my footing and suddenly it slammed my leg…more specifically my shin…into the huge rock I was heading toward. I KNEW I had broken it…there was no way it could survive that impact unharmed. There was a searing pain in my leg, and I suddenly cried out, “Jesus! Heal my leg!!” I was in so much pain! If I could just get out of the deepness of the waters and onto this large rock in front of me, I could possibly climb up to the embankment high above me and see the damage on my leg. But without the strength of my leg to help me climb onto the rock, I found myself suddenly stuck between this enormous rock, and the fast waters behind me pushing me into it. Every time I tried to climb or use my leg, I’d cry out in pain! I couldn’t even wade back from where I had come…because the current was rushing against me! There must be a way out!!

As quickly as the waters came pressing toward the back of my body, was the pressing realization that I might actually be stuck! Stuck!! Try after try, I just couldn’t get out of this deep water and climb onto the rock. The pain in my leg was intense. I had my cell phone on me, sealed up in a waterproof bag…but there is no cell reception in this part of the mountains. I had brought it just to take pictures with. I could have taken a selfie: “Here I am…stuck!” for people to find later when my body was found!! We usually brought walkie talkies..but we left those at the cabin! I was completely and utterly helpless and alone.

Or so I thought.

Do you know that expression “stuck between a rock and a hard place”? Well, that was how I felt…literally! I looked up the expression and it basically means being in a difficult situation with a choice between two equally unpleasant or difficult options…or that there is no good way out. But there WAS a way out I had not considered at first but was now coming to mind. I DID have an option…and that was to pray. I knew God saw where I was, and that He was with me! I had to rely on the fact that if He heard, He would send me help. I laid my hand on my hurting leg and prayed again for healing over it, and that it would not be broken. I then prayed that my husband and daughter would come find me quickly as they would definitely notice me missing at our meeting spot. But that was still a long time away. I was to wait.

Isaiah 41:10 says, “Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.”

But then, all of a sudden, there they were! They finished early and were trying to find me. I have never felt more relieved to see anyone in my life! I quickly told them what had happened and that I couldn’t reach the above embankment that they were looking down at me from. Without hesitation, my amazing husband got down his knees on the embankment above, and stretched his hand down toward me and told me to hold on. He was going to literally pull me out of the stream from above! THAT would have been the photo moment of the day!! And pull me out, he did! With his amazing strength, and with my daughter also helping pull me up as I got closer, I was rescued!

Psalm 40:1-3 says, “I waited patiently for the Lord to help me, and He turned to me and heard my cry. He lifted me out of the pit of despair, out of the mud and the mire. He set my feet on solid ground and steadied me as I walked along.”

And what of my leg, you ask? It was the biggest bruise and swelling I’ve ever had…but it was not broken! I think God answered that prayer too!

Thinking back to that day that my husband pulled me out of being stuck, reminds me of how God pulls us out when we are “stuck” in life! He watches us get ourselves into difficult situations, but He is always there…ready to save…and ready to heal! He doesn’t reprimand us or make us feel bad for getting ourselves stuck in the first place. He simply pulls us out, loves us, and leads us steadily back to safety. But we have to call on Him! We need to realize it’s HIS help that we need.

Isaiah 43:18-19 tells us, “Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it? I am making a way in the wilderness and streams in the wasteland.”

I have gone fly fishing since then…and I have learned to be a bit more careful. I think twice before heading into deep and fast waters now. But the same is true in my life as well. Although difficult circumstances can leave me feeling stuck, with no way out…I just remember being pulled out of the deep waters I was in… and I know I have a God who goes with me everywhere I go and is there to pull me out if I should ever get stuck again.

Treasure Hunting

23 Monday Dec 2024

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I’m a treasure hunter. That’s something people don’t really know about me. But I love a good search, and I always have. It probably started when I was a little girl, and my Dad would create treasure hunts for my brother and I with clues that we would follow to finally dig up a buried or hidden treasure in the back yard. It was so much fun, and the joy of actually finding a treasure was so incredibly thrilling! I’m not sure which was more fun…the searching or the finding…or maybe it was a lot of both.

In college, I took a class where the teacher had us go on a field trip to a local hillside to dig up old fossils! After hours of digging on this hillside in the hot sun, I collected three prehistoric shark teeth that day and drove back to campus with that same thrill of excitement that I had felt as a child. I had found “real” treasure this time and it connected me to the past in such an exciting way. I was beyond elated!

This same excitement carries over into searching for “treasure” even within my own family tree. I love looking at the “clues” that my ancestors have passed on and left behind for me…unintentionally, yet there they are…sometimes in plain sight…ready for me to find. I have found birth, death, and marriage records, passenger manifests, old newspaper articles, photos, immigration records and more that have led me on searches through time to reveal hidden mysteries about those in my family tree that came before me. One for example, led me from translating old Swedish records to find out about an ancestor who came over to America and from there, led me find his final resting place in Napa, California. In the search, I found out that he loved my Great Grandma Selma’s sugar cookies…so when I found his final resting place I made sure to leave a few of those cookies on his unmarked gravesite. It took some searching to find that location too…but when I did, it felt like I had found something great. I like to think he looked down from Heaven in that moment and saw me do that. A year prior to that, I never even knew he had existed.

A few years back, we bought a metal detector to dig up old stuff around our cabin in the mountains. Although we mostly dig up old rusty nails and tin cans, every once in a while we find an old coin from the turn of the century, and once we even dug up an old animal trap placed there over a hundred years ago. When the metal detector beeps to let you know you’re about to find something, you know there could be something wonderful in the ground…and the excitement of finding hidden treasure keeps you searching for more.

Why am I writing about this, you ask? Good question! I was watching a show on tv this week about treasures being found in different parts of the world. There was one story where a couple was walking through the woods and accidentally uncovered several buckets of gold coins…possibly from a train robbery back in the 1800’s. I smiled at the thought of how exciting that must have been for them to uncover such a find of actual gold!

Whether it’s pretend treasure that was planted by my Dad, ancient fossil treasure, family mysteries revealed, or old coins…the hunt for something special has always drawn me in. I feel excited in the searching, but even more so when something is found! I guess that makes me a treasure hunter. I tell God often that He must have made me this way for a reason. 🙂 He is the one who made me good at searching things out. Then I think more specifically… at searching Him out. For the greatest treasure one can truly find is Jesus Himself…and when I take time to read His word and spend time worshipping Him…it feels as if I’ve found the greatest treasure of all. All other earthly treasure doesn’t even compare to the treasure of knowing Him. Matthew 13:44 says that God’s kingdom is like a “treasure hidden in a field for years and then accidentally found by a trespasser. The finder is ecstatic-what a find!” What a find!

Today at church, I was thinking about all of this…just telling Jesus in my heart that He is my treasure and that I’m searching Him out today…and then all of a sudden He interrupted my thoughts with a new thought. I knew right away it was from Him. He spoke to my heart that HE, too, is a treasure hunter. That caught me off guard! In a split second, I knew He was telling me that I am HIS treasure and He loves to search ME out! Tears clung to my eyelids with this sudden revelation that just as I pursue Him…He pursues me as well. I love how Deuteronomy 14:2 puts it. “God chose you out of all the people on earth as His cherished personal treasure.” I am HIS cherished personal treasure! AND…He made me like Him…to enjoy searching things out…and to experience the joy of finding hidden treasure!

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